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jennybiddleMy next mission is to embark on a live album!

 

Each of my 4 albums have been done in studios, in slightly different ways, perhaps Little Treasures being the closest thing to a live album – live in the studio. But I’d really love to do an album, live and spontaneous in front of an audience. There’s something magical about live performances that just can’t be captured in the studio. Every audience is unique and every performance draws on different energies, emotions, charisma and interaction. While I’m super proud of the albums to date, they don’t quite capture my…. quirk. They don’t capture my eyebrows, stories, crowd interaction, improvisation, instrumental explorations, spontaneity and the rawness of being in the moment.

 

I’ve been preparing for some months (haha, some years!). And in listening to other live albums, watching performances, critiquing my performances, songs, albums, I realise there’s a whole new world of things to learn and consider when doing a live album. Like…

  • If I encourage the drunkie at the front to dance and the audience has a giggle… the person listening to the CD version won’t GET it
  • The banter I do mid song… do I really want that pressed onto a CD to be forever repeated for all to hear?
  • Structure vs spontaneity
  • Mic technique, singing in tune, playing in tune, keeping time, all at the same time, not bumping things, falling off the stage or farting, yet performing with passion!
  • Creating VARIETY on the CD without a guitar, piano, voice, harmonica

 

I’m aching to put out a few NEW songs, but in particular, I’d like to do quite a few numbers from the layered/built up albums like Hero in Me and Chest of Drawers, and strip them back to how they were when I first wrote them, perhaps venture into a few solos here and there, see where it takes us. I’d also love to have some crowd sing alongs, cos you rock at that! But we’ll definitely wait till you’ve sat on a few wines; get those nerves out of the way! I know I love to rip out Billie Jean, but I won’t be doing any covers for this album, just Jen Stuff :) I might even pull out Kangaroo Poo for my early days……. Heaven forbid…

Hell… if it’s too awkward for CD I’ll cut it….

I’ll be doing TWO dates to record the live album in an intimate venue in outer Melbourne – Selby Folk Club. Two dates where I’ll pick the best songs from each. I love Selby Folk Club. Intimate. Perfect size. The wonderful David Miller, who has been working for 3MDR and at Selby Folk Club for yonks and supplies me with adequate chocolate supplies, is recording the evening. I have loved what he’s captured previously and I know you will too.

What are your opinions of live albums?6180834506_ae218f52a6_b

Any tips? Pet hates? Pet loves?

What is your favourite live album? Why?

What songs do you wanna hear?

 

  1. Freezing Time
  2. Chest of Drawers
  3. Obsolete
  4. Village by the Sea
  5. Perfect10678811_10205280819283847_8588666382586845576_n
  6. Buzz
  7. Adelaide
  8. Frequently
  9. Not into You
  10. Come & Go (this is where you sing!)
  11. Our Darkest Day
  12. RSI
  13. Hero in Me
  14. Across the Nullarbor
  15. Pockets
  16. Running out of Lies
  17. Somebody to Love
  18. Big Bad World
  19. The Finish Line
  20. A Place in the Sky
  21. Winter Sun
  22. Sweet Toothmanlyfig
  23. Hide
  24. Comfort Zone
  25. Learn
  26. Don’t Mind
  27. Hindsight
  28. Down with your soul
  29. Tailwind [NEW]
  30. Years and Years [NEW]
  31. Wandiligong [NEW]
  32. With Me [NEW]
  33. Kangaroo Poo [Oldie…]
  34. Wearing the Me [Oldie]

Send me an email: [email protected] or reply on this post with your favs!

Be part of the audience for the making of this album! I’d love you to be there for this milestone, hooting and hollering! Singing and celebrating.

 

EVENT: LIVE ALBUM RECORDINGlivealbumrecording

DATES: FRIDAY 12th & SATURDAY 13th DECEMBER 2014

VENUE: SELBY FOLK CLUB
(Selby Community House)

ADDRESS: Minak Reserve, Charles St, Selby.
Charles St is off Belgrave-Gembrook Rd at the side of Selby General Store.

TIME: Doors Open 7:30pm
Support Act 8:00pm

COST: $10 Entry

SUPPORT ACTS to warm you up:
FRIDAY NIGHT: Stewart Kohinga
SATURDAY NIGHT: Kevin O’Neill

SOUND ENGINEER: David Miller will be recording and mixing the evening.

PRE-SALE ALBUMS, Teashirts and all Jenny Biddle CDs will be available to fundraise for the making of the live album. Stock up for Christmas!

BE PART OF THE LIVE ALBUM RECORDING

For her 5th ALBUM Jenny embarks on a LIVE ALBUM playing some of her most loved originals, capturing her quirks, improvisations, guitar journeys and your audience sing-alongs. At one of her faovurite outer Melbourne venues, Selby Folk Club, be part of the audience and be stamped in time with the making of her LIVE album.

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COVER TO COVER [ALBUM #4] AVAILBLE NOW

JENNY BIDDLE’S FOURTH ALBUM is AVAILABLE NOW!

Recorded with legendary producer and former Thirsty Merc Guitarist, Sean Carey, this album showcases a top selection of infamous covers. Jenny’s ingenious renditions show off her feisty guitar playing as she plays a gorgeous handmade guitar by Papa. C. Her tasty piano playing and soulful voice will melt your core, and her sprightly harmonica playing will get you moving, along with some other surprises. For the first time her self-made Baritone guitar features on this record, creating a unique and deep resonance. There’s a track for everyone on this album (including your grandma).

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Coming off my anti-depressants

I debated whether or not to blog about this topic. But I figured it’s a way to start discussion, open communication, get people talking and perhaps hear about other people’s stories.

 

I’ve decided to come off my anti-depressants.

 

I went on a low dose of Effexor (75mg) in April 2011. At that point it had been some months where I’d lost enthusiasm for life, for everything I enjoyed. Everything was an effort. I had to force myself to go to work to entertain people, force myself to go busking, force myself outta bed. And when I wasn’t binge eating or sleeping, I would lie on the floor in the dark in my tiny shoe-box apartment and write depressing songs. It was getting harder to face people, harder to face the day. I decided to nip it in the bud and saw a doctor about it. I was shocked to hear I was depressed. It was hard to admit. Hard to accept. I didn’t want to be given that label, as it seemed so… real… permanent… like it would frame me to BE depressed. I was depressed. Eventually I came around to the idea of pills, along with therapy.

 

effexorThe pills helped take the edge off the depression. The lows weren’t as scarily low. And gradually I started to change my life and feel better. Found love, moved house, tried to find balance with work/personal life, developed some new tools to cope.

 

I tried to come off the meds a year later. I thought I was doing all the right things in my approach to come off them – I saw the doc and psych and had their support, I was exercising, and I weaned off really slowly over a couple of months. But when I got to the point of half a pill every 48 hours, I couldn’t handle the withdrawals; dizziness, headaches, pins and needles in the face, suicidal thoughts. I was most terrified on the day I went looking for a rope. I knew they weren’t real suicidal thoughts. I just had to keep telling myself “This is not real, this is not real, it’s the drugs, it’s the drugs.” But I didn’t trust myself. I was afraid to be alone. I ended up falling back into depression, I literally cried over spilt milk (and I spilt milk a lot), my relationship couldn’t handle the withdrawals and neither could my body/mind, so I went back on 75mg before I could reduce them anymore.

 

It’s been over two years since then. Life has changed significantly. I’ve moved to the country, which suits my soul and personality far more than the city. It gives me space to breathe, write songs, be creative and reflective. I’ve got to know new beautiful friends and be part of the community. I do tours here, there and everywhere and come back to my little bungalow sanctuary in the mountains. My music career is full of things to excite me and help me grow and I’m about to do a live album in December. I’ve done a lot of soul searching, reading, self-reflection, journal writing, and got some new tips and tools for life. And… I’ve found new love! I think it’s time. I think it’s time to come off the meds.

 

I’ve been thinking (and talking) about this for 6 months or so. It seems to be a controversial topic. Some say “Well if you don’t have any side-effects, why come off them and potentially ruin a good thing?” Others say perhaps I’m born with a chemical imbalance and need the meds. Then there are peeps who say “Sure, why not try and come off them? You’re in a good place. You can always go back on them?”

 

I have faith, if I can JUST get through the withdrawals, my brain will find its own balance and I will be able to handle life without meds. Part of me thinks that “you need the meds cos you have a chemical imbalance” is a cop out – A) it’s a quick Band-Aid solution, B) it stops people having to deal with the fact that I might be depressed and C) stops ME taking responsibility for the way I feel/process/operate only to rely on drugs. In saying that, I know there are certainly cases where people are born with chemical/hormonal imbalances and have a far better life with medication. It’s an individual case. I had depression as a teenager and it was believed that maybe there’s a chemical imbalance. But I don’t think so. I may just be in denial, but I think I was just really struggling with stuff teenagers struggle with – grades, being accepted, being gay, family, friends, religion, society, the media, body image, eating disorders, what to do with life, identity, balance, growing up, sexuality, becoming your own adult person with your own choices, opinion and pathway. That’s not to say I’ve got all my shit together, but I have faith that I’ve learned a few new tools to handle every day – like learning to say no and finding balance between work and social life, recognising that many of my problems are how I perceive them, working on finding self-worth from within rather than expecting it to come from external sources.

 

I think anti-depressants have their place. For me, at this point in time, I don’t want believe I’ll need to be on them for the rest of my life. I don’t wanna reside in “it’s a chemical imbalance, just take the pills.” I don’t wanna be tied to them. I don’t wanna spend the money. I don’t want the withdrawals on the odd day I might forget to take a pill.

 

So I am going to attempt to come off them. I saw the doc yesterday. I’ve been prescribed the half dose. This time instead of going from 75mg a day to 37.5mg for a month, then one every 36 hours for a few weeks, then one every 48 hours, the doc has suggested reducing by 75mg over each WEEK. A new plan. And when I get to the end of the 37.5mg script just stop altogether. I also plan to create a list of things to do when withdrawals hit: go for a walk, call a friend, write, sing, etc.

 

I’m scared. I’m scared of the withdrawals. I’m not really scared of “failing”. I think once I get through the withdrawals things will balance out. I could be wrong. In which case, I’ll go back on them. But I have to try. I’m at the point where I just have to try.

 

If you have a positive success stories to share with me, with us, give me a li’l pep talk, I’d love to hear your experience and insight (remembering that it’s an individual case).

 

I also ask that you just… check up on me. Every once in a while. It might be a rocky few months. But when’s a good time to do it really? Life is always gonna be there. But I’m pumped (and scared!) and I’m excited (and nervous) and ready!

 

Fans Fund Jenny’s 4th Album!

We did it! In just three weeks fans raised over $8000 through Pozible to help the making of Jenny’s FOURTH album, Cover to Cover, an album full of Jenny’s ingenious covers. Recorded and produced at Sean Carey’s Sydney Studio, Trackdown Studios, Cover to Cover is expected to be released in May this year.

A huge thank you to all the financial supporters below.

 

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Blog: Oh the School Belly Ache…..

I had a school belly ache this morning.

Today I set foot back in my old high school. To sing and to speak. It’s been 12 years since my year finished up and I hadn’t been back since.

School is a rollercoaster for all of us, aint it? I have vivid memories. Good and bad. The experiences at this time in our life that can make us… or break us.

I walked back through the gates and was flooded with memories. Everything was kinda the same, yet… so different. I remember the table where I sat on my very first day, reluctant in a skirt, with my hairy legs (I didn’t know you were supposed to shave back then), shy, very dorky, but eager to please, and aching to fit in. (It didn’t take long before I was shaving my legs…). The buildings, the teachers, uniforms, the quadrangle, the hall, everything was as I remembered it. Students were lectured about etiquette on public buses… just as I remembered.  They all have the hots for the young male teacher… just as I remembered.

But I’m a different person today.schoolblog2

It was like the new me was meeting the old me. The teachers who knew the old me were meeting the new me.

I was greeted by a friendly and familiar face. Ashamedly I didn’t recall her name, she wasn’t my teacher, but she knew all about me and the guitar I made and won a Design Tech Award for 12 years ago! And suddenly I’m reminded that teachers are human. With passions, visions, their own hopes and dreams, their own opinion, their own flaws, failures and mistakes. They don’t seem human when you’re a student. It’s us versus them. There are the ones who are like heroes to us, who inspire and encourage, who plant seeds that we take with us for life. And there are the teachers whose harsh words can define and limit us for the rest of our lives. I am grateful for the teachers who saw something in me and believed I was worth their time, effort, patience, and guidance, despite my troubled teen years. Unforgettable.

My school was a great school. There was opportunity, respect, education, some wonderful teachers. But it wasn’t always easy. Adolescence is a tough time for anyone, only to be made tougher by the idea of grades and “figure out who you and what you wanna do with your life NOW”

I approached the school wanting to come back to talk and sing. I wanted to share a bit of my story, my time at school, and where I have landed today, in the hope that if I could get through to just ONE person and make their life a little better, it would be all so worth it.

I stood in front of the school of 1000 people. I spoke about my high school years. I was a good student, but I struggled with an eating disorder. I struggled with being gay, lying about it and pretending I wasn’t to avoid bullying, I struggled with depression, anxiety and self-harm. How school can be so tough. I felt fear as I shared my story today, and that fear could have disabled me if I gave it too much weight. But the message I wanted to leave people with is bigger than that fear. It’s the message that we’ve all got our stuff; home life, abuse, disabilities, religion, sexuality, social/peer pressures, sickness, poverty, etc, but you WILL get through it. It all feels so intense at the time when it’s happening. It’s important to try your best, but school is not the be all and end all. There IS life after year 12. “I dare you to be yourself”, I said (perhaps easier said than done). Part of me wishes I had the guts to be myself back in school (but if we were never there, we’re never be where we are today – and today I had the guts to be me). It’s liberating to not place so much emphasis on what the world thinks. I came out of school alive. Not only alive, but I’ve prevailed. I’ve followed my passion for music, despite the hurdles and setbacks. We don’t HAVE to be bad at maths, cos our maths teacher tells us we are. We don’t have to follow the straight and narrow through the bottleneck society creates to success. And we don’t have to hate ourselves for being different.

It was an empowering experience. And if it could offer one student hope, it’s a job well done.

I stood on that very same stage where I once sang my little heart out and tied for first place at the School Talent Quest. The stage where I sang to my peer group at our graduation, and received a goosebumping standing ovation. Today I sang Hero in Me to the most appreciative audience. A song I would never have been brave enough to compose in high school. When the school applauded, it was like no applause I can ever recall. It echoed endlessly through the hall, and I felt their sincerity and enthusiasm as  I stood there, struggling to accept their humbling praise. I felt a sense of empowerment and pride. I was proud to have found the courage to reach beyond my comfort zone and stand before those young people as the true person I am today, and inspire them to become the true person they are.

It’s all gonna be ok, ey.

What was your high school experience?
Was there an experience that made you?
Was there an experience that broke you?
Where are you now? Who are you today?
Tell me a fond memory?
Did you also draw a mustache on your face with eyeliner in the 8th grade?
Who are you grateful to?

Jenny Biddle’s music features on “Follies of Youth” Webseries.

Independent Producer Tony Avard is soon to launch his webseries “Follies of Youth”. Centered around four friends as they navigate their way through life in their twenties, throughout the course of the series we watch them tackle the challenges of sexuality, sexual assault, friendship, growth and various other struggles in life.

Jenny Biddle is excited have music from her first three albums featuring on their touching webseries.

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