Winter Sun

In the winter sun
Cuppa tea to warm my palms
Cos I don’t smoke to kill my lungs
But we all need something to pull us through
Don’t you?

I’ve been thinkin’ bout addiction
All the things we feel we need
But what if I gave up my dirty deeds
Would I still know who to be
Would you still find love for me

It’s been a long hard year
I’ve been out for a while
Searching for something we just can’t buy
Until I find it, is it so bad that I do
All the things that I do…
If it pulls me through

It seems like such a waste
I’ve given to much time to this dark space
What if I found new ways to escape
Would I still need something to blame
Would I still hold on to this piece of pain

It’s been a long hard year
I’ve been out for a while
Searching for something we just can’t buy
Until I find it, is it so bad that I do
All the things that I do…
If it pulls me through

I found all these little pleasures
In pockets if forgot to check
I’ll be sure to hold on to them
But I’m wondering what I’ve been missing
And I’m wondering what is coming

It’s been a long hard year
I’ve been out for a while
Searching for something we just can’t buy
Until I find it, is it so bad that I do
All the things that I do…
If it pulls me through

In the winter sun
Here I’ll wait for what is to come